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The AIW Annual Conference was amazing!  I officially suffered withdrawal the other day. Some of the panels were better than others. When I have more time, I’ll go through my notes and post more about my favorite things and all the things I learned.

This week, I will share the best thing about this conference. One of the literary agents I met for a pitch session requested the first three chapters of my manuscript!  I guess all that practice work with the pitch really paid off! I let her know that it’s done but I’m still polishing it and I’m swamped until the end of the school year, and she said that I should finish polishing the whole thing before I send her the first three chapters and that the offer never expired and I should just put the name of the conference in the subject line so that she could set it aside and read it sooner than everything else that ends up in her inbox.  It was such a delightfully uplifting experience!  The other two agents I talked to both said that they liked the idea but that they already had similar pieces and didn’t want to take on another one.  It is so relieving to finally meet an agent in person and have a full conversation with them, even the ones who didn’t request anything.  It’s true what they say about agents, you know:  they really are human, just like the rest of us.

I have now signed up to meet with two literary agents for ten minutes each at the American Independent Writers Annual Conference.  It will be one incredibly long day, but oh so worth it:  12 discussion panels, 17 literary agents, and 45 speakers/presenters!  If I don’t die of anticipation before I get there, I may die of an overabundance of literary excitement when I get there, or of wish-fulfillment after I leave.

The best part about it is that I am at one and the same time too hyped  and too petrified to think about it (except that it’s in two weeks so now I have to think about it because it’s that close to the present).  Every now and then I look around and find myself in a slightly terrifying situation and think, “I really am crazy if I ever thought that this was a good idea!”  That’s about where I am right now with this writer’s conference thing.  It’s so unbelievably exciting to think that I am taking one more step toward my dream of being a full-time author.

What if I meet “THE Agent” at this conference?  I’m afraid to hope for the seemingly impossible, because if it doesn’t happen this time, I will have to deal with the disappointment.  On the other hand, if I don’t dare to hope for it, if I don’t dare to work and move toward it, it will certainly never happen.  This dream is worth any amount of disappointment, rejection, or rebuke.  I will make every experience into a learning experience.  I will keep moving forward until it is my reality.  I will crush my nervousness with resolute courage and not pull out of a conference that broke my bank account to sign up for!

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